Wednesday, November 9, 2011

green evolutions

we only get one shot ~ do you believe in what you do, or do you do not?

if not, why are you in it?
if so, why not make it successful
Just Believe.
I want to feel zero-gravity
I want to be unattached
and wandering this place on my quest
my journey of life.
when that $7.99 rug that was Made in China gets pulled out from under us on the bedrock foundation and shit hits the ceiling fan, is the proverbial reality in which this cosmic vagaband shalt feel little pain.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

what i need to read every day

Together we sail... in this ship of friends... across this worldly ocean... traversing duality... beyond all names and forms... we breathe consciously... occupying the here and now... arriving at our destination... we return om... welcome om brothers and sisters... welcome om love and light... welcome om existence consciousness bliss absolute... together we rest in peace for we are om ~*~

Your life is divinely orchestrated, every breath every feeling every thought every word every intuition every action every person every choice, listen to the music, be the music, be in harmony with the you in verse, here is where you are, you're free when you're grateful. let go and let love ~*~

There is no limit to the amount of information available ready to occupy your mind and imprison your heart. Remain ever conscious where you place your focus; as you think so you become. Anchor your awareness to the formless power of love and set your heart free! You are the formless power of love! ~*~

Nothing in this entire universe will ever compare to the quiet stillness and peace to be found within! ~*~

thank you to a facebook stranger I found by the name of Christian Lock

Monday, October 10, 2011

realization 10/10/11

I guess we are not really FREE until we stop depending on oil to get around, even if our lives don't depend on getting around ?

and then, when we produce no waste and our waste goes back into the ground, and we don't cover the green in our shit but rather FROM us grows good green shit !

Friday, September 30, 2011


Elephant Power! Listen... over and over, for eternity, it seems.

Grant me empowerment and insight, bigger ears and able tusks, Ganesha. Help me find where I need to go, wise one! What do you know?

I am just getting to know you!

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Open Road, by Whitman

Afoot and light-hearted, I take to the open road,

Healthy, free, the world before me,
The long brown path before me, leading wherever I choose.

Henceforth I ask not good-fortune—I myself am good fortune;
Henceforth I whimper no more, postpone no more, need nothing,
Strong and content, I travel the open road.

The earth—that is sufficient;
I do not want the constellations any nearer;
I know they are very well where they are;
I know they suffice for those who belong to them.

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From this hour, freedom!
From this hour I ordain myself loos’d of limits and imaginary lines,
Going where I list, my own master, total and absolute,
Listening to others, and considering well what they say,
Pausing, searching, receiving, contemplating,
Gently, but with undeniable will, divesting myself of the holds that would hold me.

I inhale great draughts of space;
The east and the west are mine, and the north and the south are mine.

I am larger, better than I thought;
I did not know I held so much goodness.

All seems beautiful to me;
I can repeat over to men and women, You have done such good to me, I would do the same to you.

I will recruit for myself and you as I go;
I will scatter myself among men and women as I go;
I will toss the new gladness and roughness among them;
Whoever denies me, it shall not trouble me;
Whoever accepts me, he or she shall be blessed, and shall bless me.

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Now if a thousand perfect men were to appear, it would not amaze me;
Now if a thousand beautiful forms of women appear’d, it would not astonish me.

Now I see the secret of the making of the best persons,
It is to grow in the open air, and to eat and sleep with the earth.


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Allons! whoever you are, come travel with me!
Traveling with me, you find what never tires.

The earth never tires;
The earth is rude, silent, incomprehensible at first—Nature is rude and incomprehensible at first;
Be not discouraged—keep on—there are divine things, well envelop’d;
I swear to you there are divine things more beautiful than words can tell.

Allons! we must not stop here!
However sweet these laid-up stores—however convenient this dwelling, we cannot remain here;
However shelter’d this port, and however calm these waters, we must not anchor here;
However welcome the hospitality that surrounds us, we are permitted to receive it but a little while.

10
Allons! the inducements shall be greater;
We will sail pathless and wild seas;
We will go where winds blow, waves dash, and the Yankee clipper speeds by under full sail.

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Listen! I will be honest with you;
I do not offer the old smooth prizes, but offer rough new prizes;
These are the days that must happen to you:

You shall not heap up what is call’d riches,
You shall scatter with lavish hand all that you earn or achieve,
You but arrive at the city to which you were destin’d—you hardly settle yourself to satisfaction, before you are call’d by an irresistible call to depart,
You shall be treated to the ironical smiles and mockings of those who remain behind you;
What beckonings of love you receive, you shall only answer with passionate kisses of parting,
You shall not allow the hold of those who spread their reach’d hands toward you.

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Allons! after the GREAT COMPANIONS! and to belong to them!
They too are on the road! they are the swift and majestic men; they are the greatest women.
Over that which hinder’d them—over that which retarded—passing impediments large or small,
Committers of crimes, committers of many beautiful virtues,
Enjoyers of calms of seas, and storms of seas,
Sailors of many a ship, walkers of many a mile of land,
Habitués of many distant countries, habitués of far-distant dwellings,
Trusters of men and women, observers of cities, solitary toilers,
Pausers and contemplators of tufts, blossoms, shells of the shore,
Dancers at wedding-dances, kissers of brides, tender helpers of children, bearers of children,
Soldiers of revolts, standers by gaping graves, lowerers down of coffins,
Journeyers over consecutive seasons, over the years—the curious years, each emerging from that which preceded it,
Journeyers as with companions, namely, their own diverse phases,
Forth-steppers from the latent unrealized baby-days,
Journeyers gayly with their own youth—Journeyers with their bearded and well-grain’d manhood,
Journeyers with their womanhood, ample, unsurpass’d, content,
Journeyers with their own sublime old age of manhood or womanhood,
Old age, calm, expanded, broad with the haughty breadth of the universe,
Old age, flowing free with the delicious near-by freedom of death.

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Allons! whoever you are! come forth!
You must not stay sleeping and dallying there in the house, though you built it, or though it has been built for you.

Allons! out of the dark confinement!
It is useless to protest—I know all, and expose it.

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Allons! the road is before us!
It is safe—I have tried it—my own feet have tried it well.

Allons! be not detain’d!
Let the paper remain on the desk unwritten, and the book on the shelf unopen’d!
Let the tools remain in the workshop! let the money remain unearn’d!
Let the school stand! mind not the cry of the teacher!
Let the preacher preach in his pulpit! let the lawyer plead in the court, and the judge expound the law.

Mon enfant! I give you my hand!
I give you my love, more precious than money,
I give you myself, before preaching or law;
Will you give me yourself? will you come travel with me?
Shall we stick by each other as long as we live?

Walt Whitman, Selected Stanzas From Song of the Open Road

Tuesday, September 27, 2011


A lion is just a basket of kittens .

This Maiden...has made quick eye contact with the Fool. Sometimes is the Fool, with a wandering eye. But eye contact, is a start


Friday, July 15, 2011

Mid-Evil

Yes! what is the good word, I TRY to stay positive!
I am not trying to rename myself Sunny Alday
no

Vampires suck a lot
and mosquitoes suck less, yes
Some magic creatures like a corpse flower bloom once a decade
But when their stinky self shows, you think
Damn!! get some heavy duty de-oderant to massquerade that haterade!

...Nasty notions, whip-me-up-a-potion
I react like a snapdragon
Embracing that medieval spirit in me
I suit up in my warden-wear and tend to my plot.

In that field of flame
I seek to implant the pest-aside.
My reptilian instinct says, "act strong, never run & hide."

The Zen Gardeners of Nigh tell me
focus on selective weeding
on mental inbreeding
and fear doesn't be-long

That decisive moment is one of eternity, of life and death!!
We don't have long before the flesh festers!
It is cut-throat!! We must pick a bone to survive!!

Yet as a well-read hebrew heir
I consider from my regal chair:

Ascend the throne
~or~
Mend the throng

Breathing from my flat-armored chests with, "your shit stinks, go rip a bong"
may be what I feel
but from an ancestral angle
it would be wrong...

If what you want is, Princess
to once again wear a pretty ring
and here-ye here-ye a joyous song...

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Eeyore's Birthday Party in Austin, TX

It was an excellent daytime halloween full of lost forest creatures.


Saturday, April 16, 2011

An April Week


So I've been doing a lot of transactions like making money selling things off of Craigslist, trading my gold single-speed bike in for a cool silver mountain bike, getting a refund government check from my many charitable donations in 2010, and getting a $250 gift card in the mail today to service my car. (This will all go towards offsetting several hundreds of dollars in speeding tickets and parking violations).

Did a bit of work at the office this morning and worked very hard all week to get everything I needed done. So I can relax the rest of this weekend. A friend I met [oddly] is coming to watch an old movie (Sita Sings the Blues) and Mystery Science Theater 3000. I practiced spinning poi yesterday. What a great workout, who needs a gym?! AND it is low electricity with all the lights off ...just ipod speakers rocking groovy dubstep.........

Thursday, March 24, 2011

antique thoughts throbbing

o hey

o hey will ya feel my beat

Just give it a listen for a sec will ya

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Glowing orbs, magic thoughts and cheap mushrooms you can grow off of dead things.
How come people don't tell us when we're young...that this is free?
and that the best things are free, and that you CAN resurrect the dead



Why do I feel a lack of awesome people right now, and a bit o' lackluster love
(oh, it's there I know, you can feel it if ya dig, you can magnetize it out of people polarized by a little white forcefriend to make you feel better. The smiles are almost the same.)

Why do I feel like it's my time, my decision, to make a move and make the music, to create the light
SOMEONE HANDED ME THE GLOWING HOT POTATO WITHOUT MY PERMISSION
AND NOW I AM STARTING TO FEEL IT IN MY HANDS
they are aching to move...to find the rhythm
to "frict" the air in acute angles,
to tangle all the strands into a breeze
(making it cool to touch and)
tread on foot so lightly and with ease...

Life is meant to be breathed in
for those who CAN, even sometimes, sniff that sweet nostalgia and emotion out of thin air...
air that only keeps too many others' shallow hearts pumping, consuming
seething and heaving and sieving through their breathing
spinning earth into a stiff deserted snowball
soon our frozen fortness will not hold
The cracks will consume us all,
and the crux on which we've built our civilization will fall

it's not a big deal, is all
it's not a big deal, is all



I need to go spin some fire

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

all the pretty lights

I can never go back.

I have seen a world so colorful and full of music, dancing people
on a weekly basis, we're livin' out this rage, baby...
dancin' before the Armeggedon hits and we're frozen in time forever.

The snowstorm pelts my office window and it's only a ticking time bomb until the energy fails us, the lights go out.
No more pretty lights from your nuclear reactors...they were only pretty on the surface.
What's really pretty is what happens when the lights go out.

In the forest, in those sidewinding paths smelling of patchouli and mary jane --
Do you remember the glowstick paths?
I weaved around people and into deeper forest, hearing music in the distance and occasionally passing me by...
People hi-fiving each other, smiling, turning around as you pass, your scents collide
It smells so good from here, I'd eat the dirt beneath our feet.

Roll in the grass by the fire, watch the fire-dancers and the hoopers
Do you want to expend your energy to that dubstep across the way? That could be self-expression too, you know. Maybe you should do that.
Look at the stars, find ink and a skinny medium
suit yourself, or unsuit and run naked
"do whuteva suits you hun"

Try to maintain that positively positive vibe;
mark your territory with an uncaring grin
and dub yourself a master of the flying colors
don't let it pass you by but absorb it some so you radiate
hot hot heat exuding from your feet on the earth
and head in the clouds.
feel the beat from within and without
fuck the haters now.you've got clout
with the gods from around and the energy you surround
bump your own beat.let your beauty make a sound.

sometimes you can be a wallflower but
you never want to get stuck in a corner rut

Rise and Shine, Sunflower

I can never go back to the bullshit.

Monday, January 3, 2011

On The World's Ending Pt. I

I am scared. Actually scared. Scared of the world's ending although I know I will be mentally prepared. But most will not be. It is still terrifying.

"The curious thing about this novel device of apprehension is that the vast majority is unaware of the manipulation they are subject to. The consequences are nothing less than the immense disaster caused to all of Nature, to the spirit, the mind, bodies, to culture and society. Given all this, can we still be proud of the humanity we are part of?"

Message from the Kogi to Harmonize Life

From The Elders Oraibi Arizona Hopi Nations:

You have been telling the people that this is the Eleventh Hour. Now you must go back and tell the people that this is The Hour.

This could be a good time! There is a river flowing now very fast. It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid. They will try to hold on to the shore. They will feel they are being torn apart, and they will suffer greatly.

Know the river has its destination. The elders say we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of the river, keep our eyes open, and our heads above the water. See who is in there with you and celebrate.

At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally. Least of all, ourselves. For the moment that we do, our spiritual growth and journey comes to a halt.

The time of the lone wolf is over. Gather yourselves!

Banish the word struggle from your attitude and your vocabulary.

All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.

We are the ones we've been waiting for.

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I know! I know!!